I often get lost in the havoc of life, in between the
responsibilities and dreams. I have waited patiently for every New Year’s Eve,
to make a resolution to accept myself, my flaws, my strengths, my experiences.
My experiences that include my past, lost opportunities, failures, the lost friendships and successes. Those little moments of joy
that are etched in my memory.
I often get lost in people and fulfilling their expectations, of being kind to
them and not-so-kind sometimes, in between dreams
and sacrifices. I have patiently worked on myself to reach a stage where I can understand
why it is important to hold yourself well through every challenge that life
throws at you. I have waited patiently for the past few years to accept that
life can be unfair. That there will be ups and downs. And here I am, fighting
my way through life.
Today, I read Amjad Islam Amjad’s poetry:
Kahan Aa K Rukne The Raste Kahan Mor Tha Use Bhul Ja
Vo Jo Mil Gaya Use Yad Rakh Jo Nahi Mila Use Bhul Ja
…and I realize that it is important to focus on the present; dwelling
in past leads to a path of uncertainty. Most importantly trust the process of
life.
Learn why it is necessary to be brave enough to forgive and love yourself
before others. To appreciate the people who come along and take that one extra
step towards you. Today, I tell the twenty-three-year-old me that it’s okay to
not rush into making a commitment. It’s okay to be
the woman that I am becoming, even though people call me ‘too much’ at times. It’s
okay to breakdown, things take time, and this shall pass too. It’s okay when
the memories weigh you down, it is okay to wrap yourself up in sadness and stay
away from the world and get lost in your own. It is okay to sit, cry, and be
vulnerable. It’s okay to make choices, to choose yourself over people, to
choose your dreams over them. And at times when you do not understand what
exactly the hurricane inside you about is, just let it be. Go with the flow,
breathe, and let it pass.
It is okay to question the existence of self, the purpose of life, but do not forget that nothing can stop you from climbing that mountain of success or from becoming the amazing person you wish to be.
by
Ms. Bhumija Lenka, MBA II
This post truly resonated with me! Your words are incredibly inspiring and have left me feeling motivated and empowered. Your anecdotes and practical advice make the message relatable and actionable. Thank you for sharing your wisdom and encouraging us. I can’t wait to apply these insights to my own life.
Keep up the amazing work!